I need this right now,

The hurt,

The tears,

The knot in my throat

The sleepless nights

Eyes burning,

Pissed off,

Solitary confinement,

The disbelief that you actually left me,

I need all that shit right now.

What I don’t need are my associates

Bitch why are you crying, he didn’t leave you?

Why are you trying to bust out windows?

Knock down doors

Call his phone until no ends

When the answer is clear,

He just don’t,

So I need that

Mary J. bilge not going to cry no more

While tears flow down to the floor,

I need that Alicia Keys he broke my heart but I count it as a lesson learned

While I contemplate my next move towards the truth.

Yeah I need that Lauren Hill, got to find peace of mind type

Fantasia Doin me, cause even angels learn how to fly

Type shit right now,

I need that Solange I could have been in love by now if it wasn’t for Tony type shit,

Trey Songz wish we never did it type shit

That Keisha Cole I should of cheated

I need that country music, George Strait, all my ex’s live in Texas, and that’s why I lay my hat in Tennessee,

Jamie O’Neal Trying to find Atlantis

Jazz melody Lush life John Coltran

What I don’t need are my acquaintances to whisper in my presence his faults to one another

And chat about how that nigga ain’t shit

Bitch I can hear you hello.

So yeah I need that wake up in the morning

Hit the gym,

Elliptical,

Stair master,

Treed mill,

Heavy weights

Free weights

Cycle class,

Tie boo class,

Pilates,

And after all that

Shit I need that

Bacon and eggs, steak and gravy, strawberry, blueberry, peach cobbler

Cause shit I deserve it.

I need that all in one day cause tomorrow.

I’m getting saved.

I’m saving myself from the bullshit platter spoiled meat I ate off.

Fuck it I’m vegetarian

Green leafy Whole food, Trader Joes all organic.

Whole wheat bread, crackers, paste noodles

Yeah I need all that right now.

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