It’s crazy how we used to be joined at the hip,

Knowing each other’s every move, sometimes every thought.

Now were lost in a superficial existence, unworthy of each other’s gaze,

The break up of our bond had nothing to do with the other.

Use to always hear, something’s aren’t meant for everyone to know,

but God and yourself, never knew what that meant until an experience hit me,

wish I didn’t tell anyone; God really had a plan.

But I couldn’t keep silent from fear and no faith in my heavenly father

and in the process lost my best friend, it wasn’t worth it but like say shit happens.

It’s horrible to think of it like that, but that’s the way you wanted it.

Tried to fight it, getting tired of everyone leaving me like I never existed,

but you chose to end it, use to think you were the friend that wasn’t going anywhere,

but just as quickly as you came you vanished like unworthy men who impregnate women

claiming I’m not that babes father.

It’s like our bond never happened.

We’re each other’s shadows lurking around like we’re not even there.

We think people don’t notice but it’s the most obvious,

people watch and wonder our next move, trying to figure out what the hell it’s all about?

They have no clue that we’re such fools walking around like everything’s

smooth when we know we are no where close to being cool.

with your pride and stubbornness you push me away,

and I use my tears to vanish your image away.

Tried to forget our friendship, given up haven’t been the easiest, but you’ve

made it clear that you don’t want me anywhere near you.

So I’m cool, you fake it and act like you never knew me,

While you hide yourself in your children’s lives, and making yourself available

to activities you’re not interested in.

I’ll fill up my week so that I wont think about you.

We’ll continue to be each other’s shade at every church escapade

Sharing fake smile, and fake hugs.

We’ll shrug each other off, like we don’t care about one another

and the world will hear sounds of our friendship,

Lost and never to be found.

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